I still have trouble sleeping! It’s not easy sleeping on the floor. I have a sore body and bad headaches. My mind, body, and spirit are being jumbled around. I don’t know what to do or think. He still hasn’t made any progress in speaking with me, so I have to decide. I have to decide what I will do without money. I can’t financially provide for my kids. I can’t use my B.A. to find a job, so now what. Tomorrow, I will be going to apply for food stamps. I feel so ashamed and upset that his one decision has made my life hell. Government assistance isn’t something that I had in mind when planning for my future. I have no choice!
*Stop anger and turn it into something positive.
*Find the positive things in the everyday life.